Category: Let's talk
Last week I was doing some meditating and inward soul searching, when I had a thought. Wouldn't it be awesome if you and God Allah Muhammad or your higher power had a conversation and you were able to fix five moments in your life that you never thought you could fix, but you had the opportunity to do it. My five moments would be simple.
1. Learn to live in the moment.
2. Spend more time with my best friend before I lost him to leukemia when I was 18.
3. Say goodbye to my grandpa before he died.
4. Call my good friend so she knows she is not in this world alone. I hope by me being in her life by phone calls and then visits, I hope she will realize that just because she is going through hard times, I am still her biggest fan, and her friendship and her mean the world to me.
5. I hope that even though I never knew her very well and I only have a few memories with her before she died, I hope my grandma my mom's mom is proud of me. I hope I am turning into the woman she always wanted me to be.
So now it is your turn. Go away from your computer, disconnect from the world. Go take a walk, listen to music, clear your head. Take some time to think of five moments you would change inyour life if you had the chance. Then when you have discovered those moments, come back here and post them to this board. Enjoy your self reflection, and I can't wait to read your responses!
Happy meditating!
White light your friend poetry in motion
I've often wondered how my life would have turned out if I had decided to stay at the school for the blind instead of transferring to a public high school. Would I still be friends with the girls who were my very best friends back then? I've really never had such close friendships since that time, and I wish I could go back and reverse that decision.
I wish I would have tried harder to get my mom to stop smoking so that maybe she wouldn't have died of cancer.
I wish I would have asked more questions of both of my parents about their childhoods and their early memories.
I wish I would have done a better job of taking care of my health when I was younger so I wouldn't be falling apart now.
I wish I would have been nicer to certain people in my past.
1. I wish I wouldn't have gotten a guide dog, it was the wrong time and I regret it a lot.
2. I wish I would have never met this girl named Makenna, she has made m# life misserable, she called me her best friend, then she posted my information online for the world to see.
3. I wish I would not have done Dpi, I wasted 4 months of my life and got nothing out of it.
4. I wish I wouldn't have made decisions too fast without thinking about the consequences later.
5. I wish I had the motivation and the willpower to try. Now I'm too depressed and don't heally give a fuck anymore.
I would love to be able to time travel to my younger days, and deliver the scientific knowledge and perspective I have now to my younger more impulsive self back then.
We all wish we could change some things. Best we can do is move forward.
I wish I had gotten myself expelled on purpose from the school for the blind. Sure I woulda been in a shitload of trouble, but at least I would've been back home and eating edible food.